don't judge male by his cock!

dengan cinta !

My boyfriend is kind, actually. But sometimes he can't control his emotion well. He's a sort of a bad temper person. I understand that, but sometimes I've got frustrated of it. Yeah ... that's him ..

I was sick for days, he took care of me. I asked for pudding. It's shocking, he made it by himself. This is the touching part: ini buatnya dengan cinta lho! hahahahaha.

I didn't think that he could be such kind of -what is it- romantic. hahahahaha. I love you, bib!

oh , i miss you , working !

I was suffering from typhoid for around a week. It's not easy to get permission from my office. I keep thinking about the reimbursement of being absent for days. It's okay, at least I'm healthy! Staying at home so long will kill you. I miss you, working! I miss the messy desk full of paper and pictures, the catering that's not nice (sometimes), the manager that makes me shivering, my friends who look hectic, my students who often make me shore throat.hmmmm.... 

it's been 8 days

this song really makes me nggerus all the time

while remembering my Den Baguse Ngarso!

My world without you baby seems so cold
can't live without you baby I miss you so
I was a fool cause I know I was letting you go

It's not the distance baby that made me go
We never see each other and it made me know
I would give up all my life if you come home tome

Baby I couldn't lie that I miss you so
you keep saying goodbye and I keep saying hello
Baby I realize that I love you more
each time

And I know it's your future and I understand
I can't be someone baby that you think I am

I just can't stand to be far away from you
I had my doubt will I couldn't wait for you
baby I made some mistakes but you know that is true

Tonight I'll be wishing that you would come home to me
but you if you're not coming I just wanna let you see
baby I am not fine cause I want you back to me tonight 

it's been 8 days, anyway.

wish me luck as you wave me goodbye ...

is it over ?

is it over, dear ?

when the bar is empty, where is the happiness ?

i like going to the bar.

drinking, smoking and dancing. 

feeling happy, then going home.

but when i get up, i've just got dizzy.

when the bar is empty, where's the happines?

v.i.n.t.a.g.e

live in my own decade

what's wrong with v.i.n.t.a.g.e ??

Penelope

- money

- performance

they will never guarantee your happiness

i miss you grandma !

after reading an article in kaskus, i remembered my grandma

she did bad things , but I have to forgive

forgive and forget ...

forgive...

forget...

forgive...

forget....

i forget to forgive !!